Sunday, January 8, 2012

1 am

I have unpacked a few more of my things and yet still haven't found items im looking for, there here somewhere in this pile of stuff.

The house is so quiet tonight I have music and a movie on just to avoid hearing my own thoughts.

I think of my situation as a do over a fresh start most of the time, then there are those times I feel like a complete failure in that all of my belongings now fit in a small bedroom at my mothers house, ughh.

I know this temporary I'll have my own place again, and for now I will save save save.

The bright side is I have a living room set, and washer and dryer going to storage that my mom purchased for me, when I get ready to move in elsewhere, at first I thought it a hint to hurry and get out, but then reassured myself that she was just helping me out :)

3 comments:

  1. living out of suitcases or boxes can be so frustrating, even when it feels like you've unpacked, & still can't find what you want or need. your mom obviously loves you very much. that was thoughtful & generous gift from her heart. :)

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  2. Thankyou for following me :-)
    I just popped by to say hello, and it seems that you are having a difficult time at the moment, but have faith that there is benefit to lifes changes and that things will be alright someday. I hope you enjoy the downsize and seek out the good parts like saving money and not having to do all the housework :-)
    Aqeela xx

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  3. Thank you both for commenting, things will be on track again soon for me this is going to be a year of better changes.

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