While I felt this change coming at this time last year, I didn't know how it would work out.
I went home for the first time in two years this past Septemeber, I stayed until two days after Thanksgiving, thats almost 3 months, at home around family, old friends, friends, etc.
I felt it when I left for home, felt it while I was at home, that my marriage is over.
My heart hurts for him, for our dog, for myself, I dislike tears, the feeling of failure, and yet this to shall pass, we will over come it and some how flow with life.
Seperation, that's how he wants to approach divorce, either way, the time has come for me go home, maybe not to the small town I am from, but to the state.
This to shall pass......
"this too shall pass," is something my mom tells me. my brother says "it is what it is." don't they mean the same thing? anyway girl, "whatever is best for you," that's what i say.
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